Long day

It was a long day, I tell ya...first of all, I'd like to appologize cause its like 3am or something and I'm a little tipsy. I'd also like to appologize to R, you know what?!? We parked our bus but then some cop guy said 'hey, you can't park your bus here' and Phil was like 'where can I park it?' and then the guy was being a jerkass. In conclusion, we couldn't park it and kinda had to leave after a bunch of the girls flashed the cop guy because he wasn't very happy about that (how could you not be?!?)
Ok, so my day started super early in the AM with cooking. After cooking for 12 hours, I then catered till 7, but had to leave so that I could get to my evening schwing dig. The pic of me here is after the 12 hours of cooking...I was pretty beat, but I sucked it up.
This is my 'now obsolete' team handball team...the Blazers. My girlfriends are all so beautiful inside and out, I consider myself to lack in comparison to the beauty of these girls. I love them all like sisters and tonite was our last Blazer 'hurrah' before all of us went our separate ways. I feel guilty for this because after much tears and thought, I decided it was best to leave the team that I have loved for so many years. After that, everything kinda went crazy and the team ended up folding. We made it official tonite, and officially disbanded the team.
The nite started off 'interesting' we kinda got kicked out of downtown with the party bus and headed down to Coyotes..it has ample parking. The nite started off great there, lots of drinks and dancing. I met up with some old collegues and got offered a programming job...hmmm, we'll see what I decide to do.
After Coyotes, we went to Montys....I flashed Hal Anderson and got prizes out from his prize pants. Me and my girlfriend mich lost the dancing competition though because we didn't get naked on the dance floor...but we came in second. I was have a really fantastic nite until one of my girlfriends on the team, who I have become really close friends with only this past year confronted me:

"How can you leave me? You're my favorite person on the team, how can you do this to me and leave me? I know its for the best and that you need to leave to improve and I love you but I hate you for leaving me" and then she started balling. Ok, at this point I know she's drunk and emotional but one thing I hate doing is hurting someone. I comforted her the best way a drunken friend can but there is little I could do and it really upset me.

We then took the party bus to Wise Guys cause there was a Bison social going on there. At this point I was in a very sad mood...I started to reflect on all the good times that me and these girls have had over the last 6 years and how much I love them and how much I'll miss them and I lost it. I cried. Now, I never cry in front of people...I was told growing up that tears are a sign of weakness so I was always strong enough to hold them in until I was alone...but GOD DAMN booze! You made me weak! Of course my girls don't know what to do, they've never seen this from me before so they start drunkenly dry humping me or grabbing my ass (things that normally make me happy) but of course this just makes me cry more cause they're trying to make me happy and its this crazy emotional gong show. What a mess! I'm not drinking till thursday now.

In conclusion, sad but fun...is that an oxymoron? maybe I'm just a moron...damn you female emotions that were amplified with drinking...daaamn yoooou!